Let Me Tell You About My Lover

It doesn't get better than this!

I have been in this relationship for quite a while now, and I must say, it is the best thing that has happened to me. The day I met my lover is, without doubt, the most significant day of my life—no matter how well I remember that day, or not. I believe this is true because ever since we began this love walk, I have felt peace like never before. Now, I am more confident in myself, and my self-esteem has skyrocketed mainly because of how my lover sees me. He has such a high opinion of me; so much so that sometimes, I am in shock when he says it.


Despite intentionally starting this relationship not too long ago, I have known him all my life. I knew stuff about him, like: who he is, how nice and lovely he is, but I never saw the big deal in pursuing a personal relationship with him. He, on the other hand, has always been interested in me. He has made this known multiple times, in multiple ways all through the years. He would tell me about it whenever I gave him the chance to speak to me. He also told other folks about his interest in me, and they told me of it, but I wasn’t having it. I mean, he’s nice and all that, and a wonderful acquaintance he was, but that’s as far as I was interested in letting things get between us.


Anyway, a time came when I began to see how much I needed him. How much I needed his love, protection and guidance. He is older than I am; more experienced and wiser. He has at his disposal an enormous reservoir of resources of diverse sorts, and he’s kind of a big shot around here. Or— putting it more accurately— he is the big shot. I didn’t start seeking him for his wealth or affluence, there was just this void in my heart that needed filling, and I could tell for sure that only him could fill it. 


So I ran back to him, and, surprisingly, he hinted that he had been waiting for me all this while. That was sobering for me, considering how badly I had treated him by despising his love and incessantly rejecting his affection. Sometimes in the past, I’d pretend not to know him, denying any close tie with him just to ward him off, but he never despised me in return. I felt unworthy of his love, but with time, I have learnt to just humbly accept it that way. His graciousness is overwhelming and incomprehensible. Wow!


At the moment, things are going really well between us. Over the past months we’ve become increasingly intimate on different levels. I have come to know him better now, and the more I do, the more I just love him. “I am never leaving you,”  I have sworn to him on different occasions. His response is the same—even more profound. In fact, he said it to me first, and keeps saying it and showing me in the most reassuring ways. What a lover! 


I intend to follow through with this relationship till the very end—by that I mean forever. And, really, I am the one who needs to get intentional about commitment. He, on the other hand, is undoubtedly commited and faithful; his faithfulness can never be called into question. I, truly and sadly, cannot boast of complete faithfulness; I have realised this, painfully. Well, I have told him to help me. He can. He will. I am sure of it, so I rest. Honestly, writing—and talking—about this relationship excites me. I wish you could see the smile on my face right now. Like a baby being tickled. Well, of course, I’m his baby!


Look, if you’re not in this type of relationship, you have it all wrong, and I say this unapologetically. You’ve got to experience this love that I am experiencing. And, truly, I’d be selfish and unwise not to tell you this. In fact, I’m going big about it! I’m telling everyone I know. I’m telling those I don’t even know. I’m taking this love story to the uttermost parts of the earth. The world must hear this. Necessity is laid upon me to do this.


I just want you to know that someone loves you extremely, and he will go the farthest length possible to get you to see him and respond to him.

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